Chinese MT camp day 3! I took 2hrs to write the bzbd today and that is so totally, uncooool. I think WXN teaches really well, and I like to spam her with questions heeees. ^^ Hm, drank Frappe Mocha just now, DIET PHAILMAX KNS. Oh yeah, JongHan just told me that I have to pay for my library books + fines. WALAO. KNS KNS KNS sial. Sheesh. OHWELL.
When I say it thrice, I mean it. So when I say I’m pissed three times, I am. I’m not pissed now, but #justsaying :)
To not be okay?
Though I wanna be strong and not fall apart so easily.
Why do you have to step into my life and fucking ruin it. You, you and your friends.
Why is it that everyone has that expectation of me hanging out with you guys? WHY. WHY. WHY. It’s not really funny when you guys tease. Maybe it’s just me, but seriously, it’s not the least funny. I don’t hate you guys. But no one said I liked you guys either. How I wish we never knew each other, never talked, never met before.
Okay, yeah. Maybe it’s just me. I shall stop making it so obvious. Whatever. #miserablepos
Back to square one.
Demoralized shit.
Nothing much to elaborate. 😔
Call a woman fat, she’ll starve for a week.
The feeling of not daring to do things because of how others will look at me is back. I keep thinking that I’m doing the wrong things and that people will bitch. Damn. It went away. Why must it be back. GAH.
Miserable life much? #lifesucks.
Got a single digit for Amath test. Lowest in class… Yay. #lifesucks.
What’s you problem. You don’t own me k. You’re like freakin childish la. K, I shouldn’t like take it to heart BUT. Seriously. You’re like making me not want to talk to anyone. But if I ever have no one to talk to except you, I’d rather.. Say, die. #lifesucks.
Fuckmannnnnn…. WHY LIKE THAT. )’:
I don’t wanna talk to you anymore! GAH.
